Tuesday, June 14
i have nothing to say today except:
thank you jean and vank, i love you truckloads!!! =Dthese two monkeys made today the best celebration of my birthday thus far this year. heh heh. i suspected nothing when we met in school.. even when they wanted to eat at paragon when i thought we'd be eating nearby.. but i figured that vank's knee must really be acting up so i just happily went along.. although i nearly got a panic attack when i saw ms ho [big] crossing the overhead bridge while we were at the bus stop.. but thank goodness the bus came just as she started walking towards us.. got treated at thai express =D super hot noodles, yay! =D talked a bit about philosophy and what place religion has in arguments.. then i started suspecting someting was going on..
no they aren't together or anything scandalous like that. heh. but they kept wanting me to go to the toilet.. which i thought was pretty weird except that i'd drank about 6 glasses of water.. but vank's cheeky smile.. so yeah they made me promise to do whatever they said, on the conditions that i wouldn't have to eat anything and something else i've forgotten. unfortunately i underestimated them. was blindfolded in the toilet, and they tied my hands behind my back with a piece of rafia. and then we walked around and around and around.. up stairs.. down escalators.. over grass.. too near cars for comfort.. frankly, i was most afraid of them leaving me.. so i gripped their arms between mine and my waist tight. then of course it got tiring.. and i nearly freaked out when they told me they saw my junior.. -glowers- jean effectively convinced me that we were in the annex and later on, the botanical gardens. darn i shall never believe her again. but i guessed we were in vank's condo when i smelt the carpark scent and i heard her pressing the security button. then the sound of the pool water.. and the scraping of a deck chair against the floor.. but most of all when one of them waded across the pool. never knew my other senses could be so sharp haha. then they pushed me into the small pool and i shrieked and tadah end of entire journey.
there were about 6 tea lights lit along the circular baby pool.. and my birthday cake right at the other side. heh! so this fat pig waded across the pool, wetting her jeans up to the crotch with cold pool water to retrieve her slice of chocolate mousse cake which was
delicious hee. it was just so pretty! and i really am very touched that they went through so much effort to make the event special.. i mean it was after vank's training and she must've been so tired etc and we were supposed to be studying for blocks.. and all the effort, getting the blindfold and everything, the tealights etc.. jean even brought extra clothes for throwing me into the big pool but luckily for me it was gonna rain so they didn't dare to..
how do i say thank you? there simply aren't enough words to. i could write a thousand poems and still find none of them quite hit the mark. i could play a hundred songs on the piano, dedicated to you, and still find none of them quite express how i feel. would a hug suffice? i could hug you forever and forever and still find that eternity's not long enough to be friends. i hope to see you in heaven. don't forget me, because i can't forget you. i said something just now that strikes me again now. eternity in heaven is far longer than a lifespan on earth. i think i'd rather hurt and hurt and hold myself back now.. wait a hundred years at most.. and then enjoy heaven.. a heaven that can never, will never end. don't let me sin anymore. i'll be good. i'll do my work, i'll study, i won't dream, i won't angst, i won't swing the other way.
it must've been love.
9:28 pm
xoxo
